A flow of thoughts...

status via Facebook 8/30/10:
I am finding myself really irritated tonight. I haven't felt good all day so I worked from home...bonus. However, I am still thinking about my father and I am thinking about all the stuff that has to get accomplished for my mother and I am thinking about some inconsiderate stuff that happened that shouldn't have....yes, I am a bit irriated but I am trying to shake it off....losing.

journal via another Social network 8/30/10:
too many thoughts tonight - I feel lost, I am losing myself in the process of all that has happened over time and especially with what is happening now.

Yep, service oriented I must be...but I am lost along the way. :(
 
journal via another Social network 8/30/10:
Life....
comes one day at a time. One moment at a time. One breath at a time. Until the time it ends moving into another realm of "Life"...

The rest of us that remain when one leaves can be full of sorrow and dispair but it also can be so full that you don't know which way to turn to get all things settled to continue into the future.
That is my life right now...
Not what I thought it would be but it is...
so one step at a time...
and remembering to be patient with myself as well as others...
another breath, another step...
and trying to remember to smile for Dad - that he would prefer.
 :::...Thank you so much Red...it is just so overwhelming the urge to scream from the highest rooftop/mountain or what have you. I am calmer now, but the memory remains on some of this that shouldn't have been there to begin with...but it is now, so am just trying to deal. :)


status via another Social network 8/30/10:
icyjazzy is feeling a range of emotions at the moment...hilarity, anger, disappointment...you name it...just irritated on lots of levels that are rousing these emotions.............

Here and now::::...
Wow...I am just full of hurt, anger, dismay, distress, and whatever other emotion that someone might attach to the events of this last week and then some.  Guess it is starting to wear on me a bit...I have to remain the rock where necessary though...no other way to be.