My personal mountain is rocky, uncertain ,and frustrating in an among the wonderfulness that presents itself.
I am very frustrated with my pains, my weight, my ambitions and goals being sidelined every time I turn around.
The doctor's are being helpful and trying to find the source of my abdonminal pains...we may have found that source. But we haven't even addressed the pain in my left arm/elbow and the weaking that is occurring as a result of the pain limiting my range of movement.
As my weight remains at the higher range than I personally want, the pains continue to reappear in my knees...that sucks too.
Summer time was my moment to push myself outside and get a renewed energy from the sun...which has kept itself mostly hidden...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
The backpacking trip that was planned for the Fourth of July never happened, but we were still productive in the house, but I so needed to have some sunshine and at least a hiking trip but it never happened.
I am stressing, I am trying to continue a forward motion but I feel as though I have returned to three or so years ago in my path to better health...regression not progression...that is unacceptable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sun...please come out and let me progress with you. :)
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